I think I might be pregnant

Salut mes amis,

On this week's agenda, I will be talking about how my boyfriend and I started dating and how it's going now. 

We had been talking for a few months but it never led anywhere because I had this stupid infatuation with Bingo. However, after I came to my senses, one night in early July, we were hanging out. After hours of talking (and drinking), we hooked up. 

A few days later, we talked about it and started officially dating. 

There was so many things I was terrified about being in this relationship. Like, how can you openly trust someone so much? 

Being with him, was like being with your best friend and being able to talk to him all the time. 

We hang out basically every day. My parents love him and always invite him to stay over.

When I told some of my friends this (ReeRee), she thought we f*cked twenty times, when we had been dating for four months! (Honestly probably approaching or passed that point, but lost count). 

Also, saying 'I love you' for the first time was daunting, but also the most fun thing to say after. You know, you would think that saying 'I love you' is a major step in a relationship, BUT TO SOME, it's as trivial as saying hello. ONE PERSON SAID that the proper time to say 'I love you' is after 2 days of dating. THAT'S SO WILD. 

Now five months into our relationship, I think I might be pregnant! Just to specify, not from that night. 

My friends want me to take a test but I'm too scared! 

P.S - I desperately want a child, but he says no. My entire FYP is full of babies. But if the pregnancy test is positive, I guess he'll just have to accept it. ONE TIME THOUGH, he said he did want a kid soooo..... but my friend said no.

P.S ALSO - I plan to go into labour during my year 12 exams, not only to help me out but also my friends to put in their SEAS applications. 

P.S AS WELL - If you have a baby as a teen you get $2000 a month! And 5 ATAR points!

P.S EVEN MORE - Reebs told me to try out new positions, so we've taken her advice

P.S FURTHER - The reason I think I'm pregnant is cause my period is over a week late

Bisous bisous 

Reebs et Hols